I've got a good news!

I'll be having bbq, AS WELL AS CHALET. =DD

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So it'll be from 9th till 11th.

yay.

Heees.

Wah at last, one decent entry!!

Anyway, to all people out there.

MY TESTS AND STUFF ARE OVER, HERE COMES HOLIDAY!!

=D

I am a happy girl. Hahahhaha.

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Busy busy busy recently. Stayed over at Haosong's house for 2 Fridays. Last Friday was with ZuPeng and PeiCheng. We ordered Mac Delivery twice la. Amazing yea? =x

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I planned to make this holiday a fulfiling one. Gonna study hard and learn hard and practise hard. Work hard too.

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Im so excited. 9 of Feb is coming! CNY is coming too!!

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Hey people, confirm with me whether you're coming on 9 of Feb ya.

Pasir Ris park!!

Must come leh. I'll be ordering nice nice food.

I will feed u people till you guys go bloated.

=D

夜晚，午夜，凌晨，早晨；回归现实世界。

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I am busy still.

Woo.. Was really busy recently! Look at the last time I blogged. Hhaa.
Anyway, I shall just blog about significant events. =D
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Had ACTS test last friday, and I wrote craps. =S
Then went to studio for recording, afterwhich, met HaoSong with Aimran for dinner.
Slacked at his house with ZuPeng and we're bored. So we managed to ask PeiCheng over. I decided to stay over too cuz Im kinda lazy to go home la. Hahaa. ZuPeng went home at around 11.30pm. Left me, HS and PC to rot. lol.
*o.0 PC sounds like personal computer. Shall stick to his name then. Heh*
Continued slacking till around 1+am, then we got HS to borrow his dad's car so that we can go out and have a walk. His dad was damn cute la. Still asked for PeiCheng's driving license to double confirm.
Anyway, I am sooooo glad that PeiCheng is there. You will know why if you're in that car with us on that particular night.
When PeiCheng's driving, I can have a good rest.
But when HaoSong drives, wahh! Like riding rollar coaster. LOL.
Scary la.
We went many many places that night. First to East Coast Park, cuz I wanna go have a walk at the beach, enjoy the breeze and etc.
But got a lil sian after a while, so we went to Changi Village.
When Changi Village seem to be a lil boring for us, we went Geylang. Heh. Funny la. You get to see different kinds of people.
Bought breakfast from there as well. TauHuay. =D
But we're like pig la. Went to sleep after eating.
That HaoSong.. SLEEP TALK AGAIN LOR.
Then me, keep knocking the bedside.
And that PeiCheng, keep laughing at me when I knock myself. =.=''
I think I can find 3 bruises on my legs. Haha.
Very the pathetic.
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Went home at around 10.30am the next day. Slept for awhile then go XiangLin already. But i went to meet PeiCheng and ZuPeng first cuz I don't wanna go alone, and Im late at the same time. Heh. Reached at 3++, practised till around 5. Then went to this 'Whatever' cafe with the guys. Or should i say, the NS guys. Feiyou, PeiCheng and Zhiguan. Good la. Their NS talk, I don't understand at all. lol. Damn.
GUYS are always like this!
For that Saturday, I slacked at XiangLin till 10+pm.
Then went to this HongKong Cafe opposite PeiCheng's house with Steven and MeiEr Laoshi.
I believe that they have nice food la. But im too tired and cold to enjoy them. Haha.
Took cab home, reached at around 12+, but I still cant sleep cuz there's still HKNCO's poster to edit. =.=
Now You Know How Busy I Am Right?? Hahahhaa.
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Monday's KEYS test! I got 57!!! And I dint practise la. I just tell babes that I dint practise transposing at all. And I did shit for sightreading, standard dropped badly for set piece. LOL.
But at least I pass! And I am happy. HEEE.
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Tuesday, REMT practical. Can pass I guess. I HOPE I CAN.
Went to meet Zupeng in FC4 then off to HaoSong's house. We're SOOO high la.
Composed a song's intro. Actually I feel kinda useless la. Can't play the keyboard well, can't do running bass, can't actually do bass well too, can't give any idea.. =(( The only thing i can do is the recording, mixing and EQ stuff. But.. I believe that kinda stuff, everyone can do.
So, I am stil useless laaaaaaaaaaaa.
=(
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Im planning this diet plan man. Don't spoil it. Hahaha.

我真的受伤了
填词 作曲:王菀之
编曲:伍仲衡监制:金培达

灯光也暗了
音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了
人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了
灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
我的心真的受伤了
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Zhiguan sent me this song.
It is really how i feel that time during the break-up. Or rather I should say, it is how I feel that lead to the break-up.
Bet it's something that he won't understand..
He can't even read Chinese..
Only if he does.

Woo. What a day! I actually turned up for midi lecture!

Anyway, 'completed' my midi assignment today. But it sucks big time.

Had GEM test, and I hope I can pass. Bullshit all the way. lol

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Went to CO room and slacked. Played the ZhongRuan, tried to learn the cello.

Hahhaaha. Funny la. Had a hard time finding the 'D' note cuz I don't know the placement, or location, or whatever u call it. There's no sign or notation la. How i know. =.=''

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Reached home at 7plus. Ate dinner and I went to book my bbq pit with Henry. Heh.

Anyway, it's my first time on bike. Interesting. Hahh

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Heyyy! I've booked the pit!! yay. Pasir Ris park ya.

=D

MUST COME.

heeee.

BUSY WEEK LA.

Sat - Went to XiangLin. Practised new year songs. Can see my skill getting worse.

Sun - Went down HongKah for a while, then to SP.

SPCO concert. Great success!

Mon - Sick like shit. =.=''

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Ok la. I bet i wont be blogging much recently. Cuz I really have to rush assignments, tests, practicals.. WTH.

Nxt week there's KEYS exam, and I havent even practise, and I don't even have the score. This is terrible.

So bye for now!!

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BBQ on my BDAY. PEOPLE, MUST COME HOR.

I am sick la. Shit.

Must be thursday's rehearsal. Im freezing inside the convention centre. Haha. End up can't play well, damn tiring, damn hungry. =.=''

And Nicholas is sitting beside me la. Stresssss.

Haaa.

Woke up at 6am this morning to go for CRS. So sleepy and don't know for what reason, Im suffering harshly this time round from gastric. Actually I planned to stay in school till 3pm for the MUST test, but I really couldn't stand it and went home instead.

Aye. I din't study at all at home la. Was sleeping. Hah. Then when I wake up, it's 1.30pm already.

Cabbed down to SP. 20+bucks k. I can see my xiaolongbao flying away.

Sad.

Anyway, MUST test ain't that hard. Hope I can pass.

Yay. Go rest already.

Going down to XiangLin tml.

Take careeee.

TIRED TIRED TIRED!!

I just reached home from school OKAY.

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Oh shat, Im afraid that I can't finish my MIDI assignment. And there's theory test on Friday but I haven't even study! ACTS assignment waiting to be completed. ACTS test waiting to be studied! Somemore, got MIDI LOR. And I keep skipping MIDI lecture. DIE DIE DIE.

Hahaahahhahaha.

Tiring day today.

Went for CO practice and wooo. Not that good i can say? hahahaha.

There's rehearsal tml. LOA from 2pm onwards! Which means that I will miss my last theory lesson. Anyway, I forget tml's lesson starts at when. How wonderful. I suppose that it's at 12.30pm?? Hah. But don't know which classroom. DIE DIE DIE.

Aye.

Visit my grave ya. If i manage to die. Haha

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SPCO's concert. This Sunday, 14th January 2007.

S$8 Bucks only! Cheap Cheap

At SP auditorium, 5pm!

Come find me for tix. Cuz i haven sell a single one out.

Wooo. BUSY WEEK.

Oh well, I blogged that I am happy in my previous post. I am indeed happy.

But I am tired and all worn out.

I din't sleep decently on 2 nights already k.

First was Friday. Din't sleep at all for the night.

Next was Saturday night. Cuz when I was planning to sleep, he called me and say stuff about the breakup. And I seriously broke out in tears, and really cried like shit because of what he said. It's hurtful. Only if he din't call at that point of time.. Anyway, I din't sleep at all that night too.

So Sunday night was the only night where I can sleep decently.

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Guess what la. I slept all the way on the train when Im going to school. First time lor.

I yawned more than.. 100 times today in school??

And I shivered like hell during ET for don't know what reason. Felt like fainting and stuff. This is terrible laaaaaaaaaaa. Damn I think I gonna die.

I hate Monday, seriously.

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I am happy..

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And Ben, Im here to blog how busy you are! And, I think you know all the girls in DMAT too! hahahaha. =x

Just kidding la. XiaoLongBao next time kk.

Yay. I love XiaoLongBao.

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Anyway, Im looking forward to my BIRTHDAY.

It'll gonna be full of fun fun and fun!

Alright, i gonna sleep now. Or else I don't have to go to school tml already. haha.

Take care dude.

Love. =)

I BROKE OFF WITH HIM ALREADY!!

And I had a interesting and meaningful day yesterday.

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Went to school with HaoSong to do my stuff, and he ah, one don't-know-what-happen click and everything gone. Sad case. My school's mac doesn't like you, Mr Tan.

Off to meet ShiQin in the noon to dye our hair.

I chose a dark red by the way, and SQ got a slightly ash colour.

Walked and shopped around. I just so wanted to get rich. Aye aye aye.

Xiao Long Bao for lunch.

Then we're like deciding where to go cuz I don't feel like going home early to face all the shit alone.

So, the three of us were like thinking where to go, and by this time, the rain was heavy.

Decided to go DXO in the beginning. But we're not sure of the bus to there and it was raining like hell. So we called KaiBoon, checked that Pasir Ris ain't raining, and decided to go to the previously-called 'Fisherman' la. Din't know the current name. So I shall continue calling it the Fisherman!

Was asking HS to call people out throughout the bus ride la. More people the merrier. But in the end, only managed to find PeiCheng. At least we found someone.

Waited for him at WhiteSand's mac.

Alright. All these while, I've been trying to contact him, msg him, asking him out to talk and settle stuff with me instead of letting this drags on and hanging down there. There's so many things that I wanted to ask and he just couldn't care to give me answers.

He's one fucking asshole I tell you. Wanna break? Say la. Why so chicken to keep avoiding this subject, claiming to be 'busy', ignoring my calls, my msgs and stuff. What kind of guy is this I ask you. Unless you're trying to keep me as ur spare tyre la. So that you can come to me when you feel bored and your friends started to ignore you? Pls lor. You're not clever at all. You think you are but you're definitely not.

Even my friend can't stand it and called him to ask him to settle stuff with me.

And can you accept your boyfriend BLOCKING you on MSN and claim that he didn't?

Technology is so advance now, Mr asshole. I can easily check.

I told him the day before that I wanna break off with him, and he can drag this matter to yesterday NIGHT, as in, yesterday MIDNIGHT, the midnight between yesterday and today alright.

Fine. Back to my day.

So we went to Fisherman, the 4 of us. Wanted to call KB out, but he can't come?? Im not sure.

End up we decided to slack awhile at Fisherman, then go to his house.

Talked talked talked. Laughed laughed laughed. Eat eat eat, drink drink drink.

The view there is definitely romantic. But I don't feel romantic at all. There's nothing romantic in my memories that exist.

Left at around 1+am or 2am. Walked to KB's house from Pasir Ris k. Such a long walk la.

And I keep telling the guys to walk near us. Sq's afraid. And I feel insercured if they left us infront or behind. So end up.. one guy on each side.

o.0 I keep on feeling insercured.

Played a few round of Mahjong and we had Chivas and Vodka. Of cuz, mixing them with other stuff la. Don't be crazy man!

Anyway, vodka sucks.

Then they all went to rest. I din't sleep at all throughout the night.

Took a cab with HS and PeiCheng in the morning.

So here I am.

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Anyway, Im glad that I am no longer in such a terrible relationship. Fancy ignoring me, don't wanna/scared/chicken to have a serious talk and settle things but only know how to fuck here and there in msgs, thinking that his problem = big problem and my problem = does not exist at all, only know how to hurl words like 'paranoid', 'crazy', 'thinking too much' at you to shoo you off his mind, and not even a tinny bit of maturity can be found on him.

Wow. If you fancy such a guy, go for him.

He's the best of the best. One of it's kind. The ultimate.

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Im feeling so relieved now.

我想不通
我们的爱到底怎么了.
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也许,它从未存在.
也许,它只是我们脑海里一幕愚昧的假象.

I drank plenty plenty of wine just now. Surprisingly, I am not flushing red.

But instead, I am tipsy. =.=''

No matter what, I am still sane and in my right decent mind.

So this makes me believe that I can hold alcohol quite well?

HAhaha.

And please don't think that I am an alcoholic or what la. In fact, my dad was the one who ask me to drink with him.

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So much for 2oo6 !!

1. Gotten my o'lvl result and I was damn disappointed. But nvm. It's all the end.

2. Patched up with him in Feb, but we broke off on Mother's Day.

3. Went through a damn tiring and confusing r/s mess.

4. Gotten into DMAT, learnt a lot of stuff.

5. Got back to CO. And I LOVE IT PLENTY PLENTY!

6. Get to know people like Kevin, HaoSong and KaiBoon better, and in fact, we can talk about so many things without restriction, crack real funny jokes and stuff.

7. Of cause, made new friends in that CO. People like ZuPeng, Jiajia, QunHui, Joel, Richard.. And we get along quite well. =)

8. Joined XiangLin. Got to know more interesting people. They're a bunch of fun-loving peeps.

9. Got pulled into SPCO. o.0

10. My feelings went into a deep mess again with someone's confession. The care and concern he shown was what I've never felt for long. But this made me realise that I still love that ex of mine; we patched back again in the end.

11. So now, I have this boyfriend and we're really happy together, but towards the end of the year, things started to make a drastic change.

We ain't going well right this moment.

12. I've of cuz, became stronger.. emotionally. Haha.

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Oh well, going back to be part of a CO contributed greatly to my happiness in 2oo6.

I really feel happy and carefree over there. Only if my life revolves around it. Haha.

I've managed to keep fabulous friends with me. That's great too.

But oh, I failed to keep a strict lookout at my savings in my account. It is plunging like nobody's business. o.0

So, what a year!!

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There's nothing much for me to write as my resolution.

I can only say, my resolution for 2oo7 will be 'love'.

It seem to be simple,but it aint.

Love yourself.

Love the people around you.

Love the ones you love.

Love what you're doing.

Love what you're suppose to do.

Love peace.

Love animals.

Love to learn.

Love to be loved.

Love to love too.

Love to smile.

Love to be happy.

Love who you are.

Love the position you're in now.

Love your responsibility.

LOVE.

There is of cuz, so much more to write about love.

It'll be endless.

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Anyway, Im in this dilemma.

Either I spend the tinny bit of my savings left on my birthday chalet, or I save that tinny bit and continue saving to buy a new pipa.

HOW. I want both la.

So dumb of me. I simply can't make any decision unless Im positive sure.

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Something about my recent life.

My dad has applied for leave for like 2 weeks.

So recently, I've been visiting temples with my mum, my dad, and my cousin.

Im not that into religious stuff. But still, I prayed hard that things would be better for me and him, hoping that the probs that have been bothering me all these while can be solved.

I felt kinda helpless already.

It does make me feel a little better and more calm.

I believe that whenever you're in a religious area, your mind will calm down and be clearer.

oh maybe one day, if i feel really hopeless about life, i can go be a nun. =D

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Aiya. I really hope things can be better. It's a new year!

ohhh. Anyway, my dad told me that my uncle is going to file for a divorce with his wife.

It makes me wonder lots.

Like why can't they talk things through and try to make things better.

Why can't they look at the past, when everything's so sweet and lovely.

Why must it end in such a bad way.

You know, being in a relationship is to learn how to compromise with each other, love each other, and of cuz, many more. It is not easy to manage a relationship. One gotta learn plenty of stuff. And all that keep one going is nothing else but love.

If you really love your significant other, you will be willing to learn.

aw. Things are easier said than done. I know. But.. gawd.

This is sad, looking at them and looking at myself.

Human beings are sometimes, the worst creature on Earth.

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oh. My new year wish, is to have a dog of my own.

They're cute and they make a great companion.

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What a long entry.

I wish everyone who read this, love. =)

Now he says I am crazy.

How bastard can he get huh?

UPDATES!! My wishlist! hahaha.
*HintHint* My birthday coming leh!!! Hahahha.

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Of cuz, I want my Guess wallet. But i can't find any photo of it.

And I don't mind Gucci wallet too. WAHAHAHHAHA.

Plus, I want VITAMIN E!!

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Miss Sixty Elixir Perfume. =D I love it la. So sweet smelling.
Guess watch. This is so CUTE.